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Doomed

by LxTox

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1.
Stand Still 04:22
I'll admit that I'm not great at keeping secrets, But I will keep this one close to the vest, And I know that I can't ask too much of you, If I want your respect, So we can hang in silence instead, Still sometimes curiosity takes over, And I embolden myself to ask, Do you concur that this don't occur too often? Or is it just my imagination? And I mistook this for a great connection No, we just keep walking, We can change the topic move on to something else, Oh, you just keep talking, And I'm pretending I've moved on to something else, I'll admit that I'm more supple than subtle, And I know that sometimes I lay it on thick, Do you notice? Do you know that sometimes You encourage this, And sometimes I think you even like it No, we just keep walking, We can change the topic move on to something else, Oh, you just keep talking, And I'm pretending I've moved on to something else, We can hang in silence instead, Dare I say you even like it, I mistook this for a great connection, I will stand still and you will run
2.
Closeness 03:17
Come in quiet up the stairs, Foot falls like a whisper, But the creaky floors betray your careful feet, And you're entering already defeated, Back's turned to the wall again, You know you gotta take care of yourself before you get in bed, You just wanted closeness, And you don't wanna ask for it again, You fake a sad, sad smile, So apologetic, When you try to ask for it again, Try to come alive in the face of deadness, When do you decide to call it quits? When it seems like there never is A right time to draw a hard line in the sand, When we're not even at the beach, and frankly, It don't look like a picnic out there, Trekking on your own, Collecting baggage, You just wanted closeness, And you don't wanna ask for it again, You fake a sad, sad smile, So apologetic, When you try to ask for it again, Try to come alive, You just wanted closeness, And you don't wanna ask for it again, You fake a sad, sad smile, So apologetic, When you try to ask for it again, Try to come alive You just wanted closeness, And you don't wanna ask for it again, You fake a sad, sad smile, So apologetic, When you try to ask for it again, Try to come alive in the face of deadness,
3.
Trigonometry 03:23
Try to be forthright, Try to be fair, Don't want to lead you on, Don't want you in my hair, Don't want to complicate it, Get caught in the crossfires, Cause this will burn out before it burns us, I'm not much of a catch, Unless you like a little less, Than what you normally get, Because I take a lot for myself, Does that sound desirable? I don't really think so, And this will burn out before it burns us, And yeah if one plus one is three then fuck me, That's too much, Cause I can't handle trigonometry or lust, And year if one plus one is three then fuck me, That's too much, Cause I don't know how to study and I've got bad luck, Try to be honest, Try to be kind, Try to set boundaries, Pray to god that you find them, Cause I don't want to have to say it, Save us from embarrassment, Cause this will burn out before it burns us, And yeah if one plus one is three then fuck me, That's too much, Cause I can't handle trigonometry or lust, And year if one plus one is three then fuck me, That's too much, Cause I don't know how to study and I've got bad luck, Try to be quiet, Try to shut up and listen, But anxiety drowns out sound, So you know you're not missing out

about

"Doomed" is about unrequited love from three different perspectives. The first and last track are mirrors of each other. I wrote this project in the summer of 2020 and it was recorded over the course of the following year and a half with interruptions due to COVID-19. Thomas Hoeller, producer and collaborator, composed and recorded much of the orchestration and brought the project to life with thoughtfulness and creativity. The second track, "Closeness" was selected to be part of the Mix By Mail program in the Spring of 2021 with MaryJane Hifi (Vancouver, BC). Mary and Jane produced, engineered and mixed the track along with Thomas. Many fantastic musicians lent their talents and sensitivity to these tracks and I thank them immensely for their contributions. "Doomed" was mastered by Elisa Pangsaeng of CPS Mastering (Vancouver, BC).

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released May 28, 2022

Alex Scott - composer, vocalist, instrumentalist
Thomas Hoeller - producer, engineer, instrumentalist, mixing
Cary Campbell - acoustic and electric guitar
Oceaan Pendharkar - piano and synth (tracks 1 and 3)
Joanna Hauser - clarinet (track 1 and 3)
Conrad Goode - upright bass (track 1)
Mary Ancheta - synth (track 2)
Elisa Pangsaeng - mastering

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LxTox Vancouver, British Columbia

Lxtox is the solo project of singer/songwriter LxTox. The EP "Adult Skin" was created with producer Josh Eastman over the winter of 2020/2021. The EP is alt-pop with touches of neo-soul and indie rock. The lyrics are deeply personal and narrative and recounts her experiences dating online during the pandemic. The title track "Adult Skin" makes specific reference to dating during the lockdown. ... more

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